My Depression
My battle with depression.
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More Bits And Pieces
Memories, gambling, role play games and blogging are the subjects of this entry. Just more bits and pieces from my life.
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Memories Part Two
Memories of my time as a fifteen year old runaway continue to return to me and a much different picture of the world is emerging for me from them.
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Mistaken Memories
Memories can be repressed or altered but I never thought any of mine had been. This week I discovered I have repressed details and altered facts in my memories of at least one of my experiences as a youngster.
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The Present In My Present
The here and now can often hold a small, insignificant, gift that can make me really happy if I let it.
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Marking Time
I'm feeling disconnected from God these days and I think it's because I'm not growing as a Christian any more.
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One Last Bet
The sorry tale of my gambling addiction continues but I am placing what I hope will be my very last bet. If I do not win this bet it will cost me thousands of dollars!
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Feeling The Pain
I have spent a lifetime dealing with the wounds left behind from being abused as a child. Now I am being asked to feel my pain not repress it.
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Anti-Depressant Side-Effects And Gambling
The good news is I am less depressed. The bad news is I am still gambling and I am less anxious about it because I am feeling so much better.
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Depression And Smoking
I'm a 50 cigarette per day smoker who has never tried to give up. I know why I have never tried to quit but I have kept that information to myself for the most part. Now I am sharing it.
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Bits And Pieces
Gambling, falling over, junk mail, going bald and garbage are the subjects of this entry. What can I say? It's just bits and pieces from my life.
