My Faith
Entries that touch on my faith in God.
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Another Mistake
I got into a bit of trouble with God for the entry about the Big Brother house mates. I offered to remove it from the site but God said to leave it and write this to go with it.
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The Secret
I gather from Oprah the latest craze these days is a DVD called "The Secret". Here's what I think God said to me about it.
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The Reward For Being Nice
My reward for being nice to someone who was just a "nobody" was a whole new direction and a better life. She became my mentor.
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God Is Not A Man
How does a girl who hates men come to love and trust a male God? I could not change my fear of males so God changed His gender to help me.
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The Inner Child And Medication Side Effects
One of the side effects of taking medication for my depression seems to be a loss of my writing abilities so, in this entry, I have turned to my past and written a story I know well and have told often. The entry looks at how God introduced me to my inner child as well as the issue of medication affecting my ability to write.
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I’m Still Standing
How it feels to be suffering anxiety, depression, paranoia, post traumatic stress disorder and being unable to trust.
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My Experience With Being Suicidal
People often feel they would not be suicidal if only life, or other people, would treat them better but suicidal thoughts and feelings run deeper than that. Why else would people who seem to have everything commit suicide? Why else would a psychologist who had all the answers she needed to help other people overcome their despair find it so hard to overcome her own? What you are about to read is merely the story of one person’s private battle with her suicidal thoughts and feelings. It is not advice. I am making no recommendations about what other people should, or should not, do. We are all individuals. This is the…
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Forgiveness And Love
An entry that looks at my theory about who God really is - he is existence itself - and how this belief allows me to forgive, and love, people such as my abusers.
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Violence And Self Defence
God deals with the views I developed about the use of violence to defend myself after I was attacked and left suffering from post traumatic stress disorder.
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Forgiveness And Revenge
What God taught me about the nature, and definition, of forgiveness. The story of my journey from wanting revenge on my abusers to being able to forgive them.
