All Posts
All My Blog Entries.
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The Self-Destruct Button
In this entry I explore the habit of self-sabotage and self-destruct that many survivors of childhood abuse end up with. Could this blog really be just one more of my attempts to destroy myself?
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Violence And Self Defence
God deals with the views I developed about the use of violence to defend myself after I was attacked and left suffering from post traumatic stress disorder.
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You Reap What You Sow In Your Children
There is a difference between being "honoured" by your children and having their love. I managed to raise children who give me both. This entry explores my theories about how that came to be.
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Pessimism, Paranoia And Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
A trojan horse on my computer triggers pessimism and paranoia. These activate my PTSD and my reactions cause more harm than the trojan itself!
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Abusers Are People Too.
Please don’t ever think abusive people are heartless. They are not. I have heard their hearts breaking and their pain is real. Even more, perhaps, than the average person whose partner walks out. The abusive person works so hard to gain control over their partner that they are shattered beyond belief when she or he gets away despite everything they have done to ensure that won’t happen. My heart bleeds for them sometimes. They swear they never hit their partner, never laid a hand on them, and I believe that in some cases. What they don’t understand is you don’t have to actually hit someone to be an abuser. There…
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Envy, Jealousy And Self-Esteem.
This entry looks at envy and jealousy and explores the idea that the cure is good self-esteem. It contains some tips on how to get good self-esteem.
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Aura’s And Chakra’s And Other Tests.
The results of some fun tests I took to find out what colour aura I have, what chakra I operate from, and other things.
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Forgiveness And Revenge
What God taught me about the nature, and definition, of forgiveness. The story of my journey from wanting revenge on my abusers to being able to forgive them.
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A Difference Between Men And Women.
A look at one of the crucial differences between the sexes that could save your relationship or help you understand why it really is over.
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Dads And Daughters
Appropriate love is the greatest gift a man can give his children. My thoughts about the role fathers play in their daughters sexual development.
