My Gambling Problem
My struggle to quit gambling.
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Today
Just another day without him but, today, it hurt more than usual.
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Spring In Winter
At fifty years old I am in what some would describe as the winter of my life. Today I got a glimpse of spring.
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Lapsed Again
Once again I fooled myself into believing I can control my gambling problem and once again I proved myself wrong.
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More Bits And Pieces
Memories, gambling, role play games and blogging are the subjects of this entry. Just more bits and pieces from my life.
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So Far So Good
It has now been 28 days since I last gambled and it is looking very good for me but my heart goes out to those whose gambling is a desperate attempt to survive from pay to pay. This entry exposes the truth about slot machines in pubs and clubs.
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Name That Feeling
I had another uncomfortable night last night but I was not fighting the thoughts that usually result in me going gambling I was fighting the feelings.
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Believe Your Bank Balance
I've been fighting the urge to gamble tonight and it has led to me coming up with a new slogan that I hope will help me beat my gambling addiction.
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Marking Time
I'm feeling disconnected from God these days and I think it's because I'm not growing as a Christian any more.
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One Last Bet
The sorry tale of my gambling addiction continues but I am placing what I hope will be my very last bet. If I do not win this bet it will cost me thousands of dollars!
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Role Play Games
Ever since I became computer literate I have been prone to escaping real life by going online to play at being someone else.